I may feel like a 5, but I’m a fucking 11.

Also why do these men insist on making their instas private? Like how is a girl supposed to get any info if y’all be hiding. Smh

Not me heartbroken over a guy I saw ONCE. never spoke to but saw. 1 time.

Wtf is wrong with me?

It feels like the universe is testing me and I’m failing

I wish I was softer.

Do you ever just wonder that maybe you are meant to be alone and sad your entire life?

Like I want to have the type of love that makes your feel alive and changes your life in a good way. Is that too much to ask?

Maybe i am asking too much.

That’s it. I’m done.

I hate men. I hate love.

I no longer have any more expectations. Fuck it

Like I finally think my heart is no longer dead and I actually have a crush and boom. It’s all over. 🙁

Life has betrayed me today.

fromhersoul:

the-soulwhispers:

I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be.

Charles Dickens, Great Expectations

A lesson I learned the hard way.

If it’s not meant to be, you can cry, beg, or scream, you won’t get it. No matter what you do, if it’s not meant to be it never will be.

I remember I used try to bargain with God, I used to cry myself to sleep every night praying for the same thing over and over again but because it wasn’t meant to be, nothing worked. At that time I was too blind to see that deep down I knew in my gut that what I was asking for will never happen but yet I still tried because I wanted my gut to be wrong. And guess what? It wasn’t.

madderhatter:

sacred-portal: